No news today on the debt recovery. No news from the bank and none from our solicitor. Early days I guess but that doesn't mean it's all good; it's not. Got no sleep last night. Slept at about 6.30 this morning; had been reading until 3am. Decided to go to see my Mum who came out of hospital today. Mum went in 2 weeks ago with jaundice and gall stones. Saw my Dad and brother too. Felt quite depressed while I was there; Mum was ok and my Dad was in good spirits too. I gave my brother a long letter before I left; I had decided to write to him, as when I try to talk to him about my problems I end up shouting, screaming and swearing instead.
Then I went to see my friend Mim for a sympathetic ear. Didn't go to work at all as I had woken up at 12.30pm and by the time I was ready to leave I felt bad about getting into work so late.
Will try harder. Will go to work tomorrow; hopefully after at least 5 hours sleep and will work for at least 5 hours. Trying to be positive.
You have a reader! Keep up the good work & stay positive :)
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